Easter, 2015. Another Sunday, the one day out of seven when the affairs of humans seem to run a bit less frenetically. I was sipping my early morning coffee, gazing through the window and across the meadow in search of movement, whether wind-blown clouds, ponderosa limbs waving in the breeze, or my feathered or furry kin searching for a meal. The meadow is a visual adventure, serene and healing; its mood ever changing. It is a peaceful foreground for distant hills and still-further mountains. The grasses, crocuses and irises of late spring, the yellow carpet of summer, the brown autumn cover and perhaps a few winter and early spring blizzards mark its seasons. My wife had often sat in the same special spot during her cancer recovery, later attributing her well-being to that deeply experiential, meditative solitude. For me, this morning had no intent beyond his gazing - until the nudge.
The raccoon-like eyes of my little schnauzer partner, Maggie, were at my knee, speaking the language they shared. “I want to go out”, she was saying, a request of two possible interpretations. Checking for intent, I let her go out on the deck. Had she run into the yard, she would have had a call of Nature. Not this time! She remained, looking out through the deck balusters across the meadow, ears perked. Hike time! So I quickly donned my cap and coat, picked up my hiking poles, and together, off we went.
our journey began at the base of a rough granite dome, one in a series stretching westward into the Laramie Range. It’s a huge pile of billion-plus year old stone that long ago intruded in molten form into an over-lying layer of another geologic matrix that now lies in the plains of eastern Colorado or maybe as silt in the Gulf of Mexico. Maggie and I had once climbed nearly to the highest point on this dome, halting with a sense of unease over their altitude. But from that vantage point I saw Long’s Peak southward and the plains of Wyoming to the north. Fifty or sixty miles perhaps? It was the lower levels of that dome that Maggie and I began our hike this Easter, a jaunt not taken since the preceding autumn.
For me the hike was a visual experience, for my partner, an olfactory one. She galloped and trotted, nose to the ground, but within a visual perimeter of him. If a scent momentarily drew her from mysight, a familiar whistle brought her back. We were partners, each immersed in our respective sensual experiences.
Recent high winds had left their mark of downed trees, some already dead when toppled, some alive but shallow-rooted and wind-susceptible. All were as much in the cycle of life as their erect relatives.
The ubiquitous rocks were sufficient stimulus for a lifetime of wonderment. I paused frequently - and wondered. There was a delicately-curved depression in one boulder, probably a safe “watering hole” for forest beings. Another huge boulder sat balanced atop a far smaller one. The scratches, fissures and breaks that in past millennia would have fitted together like pieces of a jig-saw puzzle were all around me. “How?”, he frequently asked in amazement. The question was a recurring one; it happened every time I came here. My companion continued her sniffing.
We came upon a glade, a beautiful, quiet spot. Aspens and grass. No people, no noise, all calmness. Overhead, clouds were swept along by winds in another layer of atmosphere. With the sun warming my back, my mind wandered into another realm, a mindful, Zen-like one. Here in a tiny sliver of time on a speck of galactic dust in an immeasurable expanse of time and space, a conscious being contemplated his place, a place where Maggie and I were minuscule elements of an ongoing cosmic creation. Atonement! Or as Joseph Campbell deconstructed the word, at-one-ment. A sense of being with everything around him, from the concrete to the ineffable. For me, there was serene peace in that moment.
In time, we began moving reluctantly beyond the glade, ultimately arriving at a precipice that we dared not descend. Below was another grassy sunlit space, and through an opening in the trees on the far side I could see snow-capped peaks in Rocky Mountain National Park. How to get down? I nearly retreated before seeing wisdom in the fine gravel - deer tracks - that pointed to a path. We took it, as did those who had been there long before my kind, and gradually came to the clearing. Following the slope that would eventually point homeward, I saw pasque flowers in every sunlit nook. We came to a huge yellow-belly ponderosa pine, an ancient and elegant forest creature, its bark smoothed and colored by age. Maggie slipped on loose bark as she crossed a downed tree, quickly recovering with some rapid back leg movement. We crossed a decades-old barbed wire fence, anchored to a tree at one end and to pitch-pine posts on the other. Finally reaching the base of the dome but still far from tour entry point, they walked through a past-its-prime aspen grove and past a collapsed cabin that once rested on a foundation of individual stones. I recalled the wild rhubarb that grew nearby. Staying on animal trails, we moved along. As we rounded the last point of trees we were finally on the meadow again where this story began. At the top of the rise was the window, a dark eye peering across the landscape, where I had sat earlier and where my dear wife had healed. Slowed and fatigued, we walked and paused our way up the hill toward the house. A pair of black Abert's squirrels welcomed us, noisily scurrying up the hillside as we approached. Home at last from our adventure, we imbibed much-needed water. Maggie then slept, and I gazed out over the meadow again. A fitting Easter finale!
